Jesus, I thank you for freedom; freedom from judgment, freedom from lies, freedom from past hurts, freedom from addictions, freedom from a joyless existence. I thank you that everything that you did, you did so that we could experience full and energetic life. I pray that even when we are feeling low, you would remind us of these truths which will give us wings to fly. I pray that as your word washes our minds, we will begin to see the precious fruit of righteousness and your Spirit flowing out of us into the lives of others. I pray that we would be filled with an infectious vigor and zest for life that would get on all of those around us. ~Amen.
3:1-2 "Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Set your mind on things above, not on earthly things."
I love this verse. The reason I love it really stems from the next verse, but I love this one because it lays the foundation for the next one. It is the great benefit of all that has gone before it. SINCE...since we know that Jesus is Lord. Since we know that He died to give us freedom from human traditions. Since we have let go of all the trappings of the world, we need these next verses to fill that void...without Him to fill the void of freedom, we will just be vulnerable to the next wave of enemy fire and find ourselves back in the enemy's camp. But Paul doesn't leave us like that...he tells us what to do instead...what we need to remember and focus on to remain alert.
I have been raised with Christ. The power that raised Him from the dead lives within me. I have full access to that power, and I am alive to God. Being alive to God means really LIVING! I was dead before, and the truth is that wherever I don't believe the truth of what Paul is saying, I am still asleep/dead. Anywhere that strongholds and lies are governing my thinking, I'm still dead. It is my desire (heart) to come fully alive. I want no stone unturned in my heart. I want all the places where the enemy has had a foothold in my life to be fully gone. This transition has been hard for me, but it has been worth every moment of struggle, temptation, temper tantrum (like I had this morning), and beating (not literal, but more like the feeling of learning to ride a bike and falling over and over again). I am so glad that I am more alive now than I have ever been. My mind is quieter than it has ever been, and it will only get better. I had breakthrough on a huge issue tonight, and I can see hope in sight. It is the issue of my weight and body image...God is healing me, and I will stand firm til the end, because my prize is waiting for me! I know that He is going to free me of the accusing voices inside my head, just as he has healed me from the voices of fear. Wahoo!!! I'm going to be free, and I can't wait!
And that is what it means to me to set my heart AND mind on things above. I used to get so distracted by my behavior, by the outward appearances of myself and others. My heart was set on things down here. Now, I know my behavior is just a symptom and that the only One who has the answer for my behavior is Him. So I turn my eyes away from my bad behavior. I don't get sucked so easily into the shame and guilt cycle. I step outside of that and look at Him, naked and unashamed. My bad behavior just hangs out there in the open between us, and I ask Him how He sees it. I'm always amazed at how differently He sees it than I see it when left to my own earthly thinking! And there is my Savior, seated next to my Daddy in heaven...above all the principalities and powers that would take me out. And He says, "You can do it. I believe in You. I paid the price for you because I believe in you. I'll show you how to keep walking."
3:3 "For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God."
I died, but in the verses prior he says I was also raised. And now he says my life is hidden with Christ in God. Where is Christ? In heaven with God (seated next to Him) and in God (Jesus and the Father are one). My life is hidden in Christ. My life is protected, preserved, held in security in heaven with Jesus. Jesus says that He came that we might have life to the full. When? Anytime we're ready to grasp the truth of these words. I am in Christ RIGHT NOW! I am seated in heaven RIGHT NOW! I have access to the full life anytime I'm ready to exchange the empty life I've been living, believing the lies of the enemy, for the real full life He has been holding for me in heaven. Like a safe deposit box. I'm starting to call on Him to help me access that full life, and I'm seeing it come in full force. As I trade in the lies and take on the truth, I'm seeing my life lived to the full each and every day. Today was a hard day until I talked with my friend and realized how many amazing things God showed me all day long. There was no shame and guilt. She washed me clean of that and showed me how well I did today at learning the lessons. Not only that, we had the most amazing, glorious time talking about it all. We laughed so hard, and it was amazing. I confessed my sins, the real reasons behind the bad behaviors and accusing voices in my head today. It was awesome. I called her feeling glum and gloomy, ready to just throw in the towel and go to bed. I hung up and played with my children and now I'm doing this Bible study. I'll be going to bed when I'm done, and I will sleep in peace. I will wake up knowing that tomorrow holds more of the same...revelation, communion, excitement, understanding, wisdom, work, kids, errands, and joy...great and wonderful joy waiting around every corner. Even if it's a struggle to find it, I will find it! And it's all because I'm hidden in Christ.
3:4 "When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory."
I have always read this as a later thing...as in when He returns to the earth. As if He is not here. I have really been seriously talking with Him about the end times and the rapture and all that stuff. I used to be a pre-trib out of sheer fear and terror. Who in their right minds would choose to live through the end times. Now, I'm just not sure. I read this and I think...Christ appears now...He appears when a newborn baby comes out of the womb and takes its first breath. He appears when a man or woman lays their life down in baptism and rises up out of the water a new creation. He appears when I apologize to my son and tell him that I am an imperfect representation of God, and my son hugs me tight and loves on me and lavishes me with deeds of forgiveness and love and affection. Whenever He appears, I am there with Him in His glory.
It's like the people who go on missions and say to the people who support them, "Supporting us is as important as being there with us. You are sharing in the harvest of our work." I know Jesus said He is coming back for His bride, and I know He will come back with us in the clouds. I just don't know about timing and order. I think there is something of a "both" issue that I'm still asking Him to help me understand.
3:5 "Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry."
PUT TO DEATH...This implies a few things to me that I haven't actually been taught from many pulpits.
1. He's talking to believers, which means that the one-time conversion event doesn't take care of the whole struggle.
2. He's telling me to put it to death. I have a part to play in my sanctification. He did the work. He paid the price, but I have to pick up the item. It's like someone saying, I paid for you to go to college. I still have to do the homework and pass the classes and get my diploma and then go and get a job. Jesus did more than pay for college. He's guiding us, counseling us, teaching us, leading us into all truth. But we still have a part to play.
3. My earthly nature and my spiritual nature are at war until I PUT ONE OF THEM TO DEATH. If I feed my earthly nature, I will be killing my spiritual nature. If I feed my spiritual nature, I will be killing my earthly nature. It reminds me of the verse where Jesus says we can't serve two masters.
4. He's telling me that I'm going to see these things at work in my life until I finish the process of sanctification and transformation. I am not transformed by my conversion, I'm just saying yes to Him to begin the process. Yes, He does the work of transformation and sanctification too, but I have to keep saying yes. I can slow the process down or even bring it to a complete halt. I have done that in my life, and He is always patient and waits for me to be ready to begin again.
4. Greed...that one is singled out as idolatry. I was looking it up earlier in different passages, but I still don't have a complete perspective on how greed is idolatry and the others are not.
Greed: The King James says "covetousness."
pleonexia (from
pleonektes): avarice, i.e. (by implication) fraudulency, extortion:--covetous (-ness) practices, greediness.
pleonektes (from
pleion and
echo): holding (desiring) more, i.e. eager for gain (avaricious, hence a defrauder):--covetous
pleion: more in quantity, number, or quality; also (in plural) the major portion:--above, exceed, more excellent, further, (very) great (-er), long (-er), (very) many, greater (more) part, + yet but.
AND
echo: to hold (used in very various applications, literally or figuratively, direct or remote; such as possession, ability, contiguity, relation or condition):--be able, behold, be possessed with, accompany, begin to amend, can, reign, uncircumcised.
I always like to go back as far as I can to the roots with Greek and Hebrew words. It helps add depth and richness to the words for me. In this case, I can see what I was beginning to see when I read all the verses I looked up about greed this morning. To me, it means that I'm trying to one up. That I will do anything to look better than someone else, even lie or cheat or take advantage of them. It is the opposite of God's love...sometimes it can appear that people are acting out of love when they are really acting out of their own gain. I've done this in small ways and in big ways...I will take someone out to coffee or lunch because I want to eat out or have a cup of coffee, and I can justify it better if I am "magnanimously" treating someone else! This is a small example, but not any less or more insidious than other examples of fraudulently following God's commands to love when we're just living for ourselves...living for ourselves is idolatry.
That being said, I still don't allow myself to get caught up in the guilt and shame cycle even when I recognize these. Because I'm beginning to see that guilt and shame only perpetuate that self-focus that my ego likes so much. If I can bypass that cycle and turn my attention to God, I realize that we're all human! We all love humanly. We all struggle against the earthly nature. We are all in the same boat, baling out water until we reach up our chubby baby arms for our Daddy who loves us and will pick us right up and set us on dry ground, on a Rock in fact, and teach us how to walk again! I am so glad we picked this book. Awesome! Awesome! Awesome!
Thank you, Papa. Thank you that you have taken care of it all. Thank you that you redeem even our bad days and our bad moments. Thank you that our misbehavior amounts to nothing more than teachable moments in your book. Thank you that we are your children and you are our abba, our daddy. The One who loves us so perfectly that as we absorb it in and learn from it, we can begin to love just as you love...not for our own gain, not out of greed or selfish ambition, but out of true, unconditional, divine love. It is possible for us to be like you, and I'm so grateful that you're showing me that more and more.
Father, I pray for Ioni and Echo. I ask that you would continue to seal their purity and innocence. I pray that your truth will sink deeply into their hearts, that they will learn to trust you in all Your ways. I pray for Kiah and Ruby, that they will know deep in their hearts that they are loved exactly as they are; that you delight over them with singing and that you cherish each moment you get to spend with them. I pray for Mark, that you would affirm him and confirm him. I thank you that these dark days are not dark to you. I pray that you would reveal to him that he is not any more broken or damaged than the rest of us. I pray that you would surround him with people who love him for who he is and not for what he can or can't do for them. I pray that you would break the lies and bondage of conditional love. I pray that you would unravel and loose him from the chains of judgment and condemnation. I pray that you would loose him into a new level of freedom that he has not even allowed himself to imagine. And I pray for Tina, that you would loose her from the chains of burden and lack and physical restriction. I pray that you would loose her from all the judgments that have weighed on her and weighed her down. I pray that you would release in her supernatural joy and strength, as she marvels at the wonder of the power that lives inside of her; as she marvels at the freedom you bought for her on the cross; as she marvels that the maker of the universe is her husband, friend, lover, and companion. Thank you for all these truths. May they sink deeply into the roots of their souls and begin to oust out the branches that do not bear fruit in keeping with repentance and freedom. ~Amen.